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Mai-Lynn
MISTRESS Mai Lynn to yins
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Pennsylvania
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I stumbled upon some old notes from 2005. The year I had to go on hiatus because of an emotional upheaval and because I had started to cut myself. Back when DeviantArt was my central outlet for my creativity. When it was one of the few places that an artist could express themselves. I found the journal that coincided with the precious notes of love and support from my old friends. 

Man was I a terrible typist. XD

But an honest one. I couldn't help but to reread several more entries. They're littered with grammar mistakes, little faces, short sentences, little to no sense between each sentence... but honest, happy. I suppose it makes sense. Younger, less mature... I don't like to reveal too much about myself online nowadays, but back then, I'd detail every little nuance. Yet didn't share emotional strife. That hasn't changed, I still struggle with accepting help from others.

What's most interesting to me is seeing these past years and wondering how I would've felt. Like, in 2005, in three years I'd start dating my high school sweetheart again. In five years, I'd be marrying him. In ten years, my circle of friends would have shifted with more tangible ones. That my sorrows would heal, be ripped new again, heal, new stresses would occur, but through the previous pain, I'd be more adapt to handle them. 

It's obvious now, but that hiatus started a change in my social life and myself. When I came back a few months later, people, you who still watch me here, were very supportive. But I had started to drift away from the internet, started to have a life outside of this screen. 

A bit of melancholy has settled over me, but I look back at the years and am thankful for the friendships I've had. Thankful that we've all changed in some ways, kept some core aspects to ourselves, and have new lives to live. Thank yins so much for supporting me during a transitional time for me. Rereading the comments and the notes made me feel so grateful that I had support then and grateful for the support I have now. 

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Kiyokushitaka Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2015
Hey, nice to see you on here! I hope you did well at Otakon, despite it being quiet. I hope to see you again in the future!
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Felanore Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hey Mai/Lynn/Etc.

Sorry about my absence as of late, lots of craziness going on in my life which has really messed with my schedule. Just wanted to let you know, in case you though I'd forgotten and still check here for anything, that I haven't forgotten our little RP and I'll be able to get back into that soon.

Just thought you should know, and I hope you're doing well ;D
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Sakurakura Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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takutofangirl101 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2012
Did you ever send your pictures to the rest of the KH gang? :D You definitely should because they are AWESOME. <3

Hope we can go to another con together sometime!!!
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